Panayiotou dismissive of letters his unhappy wife Jayde penned in last months of her life

“I don’t know if I can live this life… Why am I not the apple of my husband’s eye‚ why does he hide so much from me and why is it impossible to communicate with him?” “All I have ever wanted is to be loved fully and completely. “I want a normal life. A husband who… doesn’t lie‚ hide or cover up. "I wished I laughed as much as I cried.