If I Stay Right Here will affect anyone who has lost themselves to destructive relationships
Chwayita Ngamlana's debut novel explores the volatility of love and relationships
What is Sex? Sex is a humid climate.
What is Desire? Desire is snow.
What is Loneliness? Loneliness is a badger trying to figure out why it looks different to an otter.
What is Obsession? Obsession is trying to fix a broken chair without realising that the chair is just bent at the knees and that’s how it was born.
What is a Dyke? A dyke is an intricate, indecipherable encryption.
Chwayita Ngamlana, in her electric debut book, explores the above questions through her characters as they struggle through the volatility of love, the danger of not knowing themselves and discovering their voice in the world.
The story follows the characters, Shay and Sip, who are very different in class, style, character and education. Shay is a journalism student working part time as an intern on a site that has no clear sense of direction. Sip is an unemployed varsity drop out and ex-gang member.
Their vastly different lives make it challenging for them to be the kind of couple they so desperately want to be. Unable to get themselves untangled from the web they’ve created, Shay and Sip use money, other people and sex to fix things, but is this enough?
Ngamlama has created a world that is somewhere between the present day and a sub-world of delusion. The reader will want to watch both story and characters unravel. This book will touch anyone who has lost themselves or their loved ones to unhealthy, destructive relationships.
Chwayita Ngamlana was born and raised in Grahamstown. She is an only child who found comfort and companionship in reading and writing from the age of 10. She has a degree in music and has her master’s in Creative Writing. This is her debut novel – and it won’t be the last.
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