Even though HHP's wife, Lerato Sengadi will feel his loss forever on the three month anniversary of his death she chose to celebrate him.
The hip-hop veteran took his own life on October 24, 2018 after a lengthy battle with depression.
Taking to Instagram on Thursday, Lerato gave followers a glimpse of the grief she felt.
"After crying for 89 consecutive days, mourning a love lost, on the 90th day I choose to celebrate a life l was blessed to be a part of. One that has moulded me into the queen I am becoming."
Lerato added that for the first time in 90days she decided to play HHP's music.
"Today I will play ur music for the first time in 90 days and sing along like I always did before. So if the tears wanna come back they’re just gonna have to wait until tomorrow because today I’m celebrating you Motho waka."