'There have been tough days' — Jackie Phamotse reflects on year under house arrest

Author Jackie Phamotse has reflected on her first year under house arrest.

Jackie, real name Katleho Jaqueline Phamotse, was sentenced to two years' house arrest with a fine and unpaid community service after being found guilty on four charges — including defamation, crimen injuria and violating a protection order.

The matter centred on Phamotse's 2018 Twitter post about an alleged gay sex tape involving the media mogul Basetsana Kumalo and her husband, Romeo.

In a candid X post on Wednesday, Jackie shared about her experiences, lessons learnt and the personal growth she's undergone during this challenging period.

“It's hard to believe it's been 365 days since my world shrunk to the confines of my home. At first, the isolation felt suffocating, the uncertainty overwhelming. But as the days turned into weeks, and the weeks into months, I began to find ways to adapt, to cope, and to even thrive.”

The author said being under house arrest had given her an opportunity to write two books and complete her university studies.

“The initial frustration and anger gave way to reflection and introspection. I was forced to confront my own demons, to examine my actions, and to take responsibility for my mistakes. It wasn't easy, but it was necessary. I've learnt to appreciate the value of solitude, to cherish the quiet moments, and to find comfort in my own company. Despite the physical constraints, l've discovered new ways to explore, to learn, and to grow. I've devoured books, taken online courses, and connected with people from all over the world.

“I've learnt to appreciate the beauty of nature, to find joy in the simple things, and to cultivate a sense of gratitude. Of course, there have been tough days, days when the isolation felt like a heavy burden, days when I felt like giving up. But I've learnt to lean on my support system, to reach out for help when I need it, and to trust in my own resilience. One day I will submit to resting my pen but for now, this is the perfect time to keep writing. Especially about this process. As I look back on this past year, I'm struck by the realisation that house arrest has been both a punishment and a blessing. It's forced me to confront my flaws, to work on my personal growth, and to develop a deeper appreciation for life. It's given me the rest I needed. After producing 11 books back to back, I was tired.”