Ayanda Ncwane's emotional message about 'wanting to throw in the towel'

In an attempt to piece together her life after the death of her husband, Sfiso Ncwane, Ayanda has spoken out about wanting to "throw in the towel."

Ayanda posted a picture of herself and described how her life has been completely shaken up.

"After breaking and being teared into pieces, ready to throw the towel... But MERCY SAID NO! Yebo, many are the afflictions of the righteous BUT the Lord, and only the Lord delivers them from ALL. Thank you to everyone praying for us, loving us even thinking about us.  @mawenzancwane insisted i take my first selfie today, i will feel better."

 

A photo posted by Ayanda Ncwane (@ayandancwane) on Feb 5, 2017 at 8:19am PST

In January she posted a picture of herself next to her husband's grave. She said that it had only been 54 days since he had died but it still felt like yesterday.

"I can still smell your perfume, feel your arms around me each morning. Only if there was a manual to walk this journey. Hmm.! But you said to us "Wethembekile Baba" i'll hold on to that my love."

The gospel singer died suddenly in December after being rushed to hospital for kidney related problems.