Fame can be a lot to handle and Rapper Maraza found that out when he reached the peak of his career with his hit song Gwan that was on high rotation everywhere in Mzansi.
He has been out of the limelight for years since that song. He's revealed that was scarce because he had to shed the things that were weighing him down, and ultimately led to his depression. The 32-year-old said he had to pretend that he was happy, that he had money, cars, and an amazing lifestyle and it all weighed him down.
Speaking to TshisaLIVE he said felt pressure to release music when he was still in demand at the time, but he wanted Mzansi to see a different side to him.
“There are so many layers to me that I wanna show people different things, what happened was I started being swayed, I started feeling that maybe I should start making another Gwan. So what I did was just I decided to go home this was 2017, when I was done with the Gwan run.”
He said he tried hard to connect to himself, and when it wasn't working he left the city to go recoup at home.
“I was dealing with depression and anxiety, I was looking around and thinking I almost lost myself in Johannesburg. I was losing myself, so I went back home. I went to the river, sat with my grandfather, ate sugarcanes, climbed mango trees, went back to where we used to collect water and I did all the stuff I used to do when I was a child in high school, which I was always trying to balance, and music.”